i like the romatic age.i want to start taking more pictures and getting more use of my camera.i can't find alice and wonderland anywhere..but i really want to watch it. i really want to go to a punk rock/ska concert very soon! i can't wait until my boyfriend gets his sexy red 91' camero back (and to drive it).i really like this color font.this old clock next to me sounds like the fizziness in a can of coke.i will try and live the most sublime life i can possibly live. i really miss Kyle Post and the summer of 04' ....and just summer.

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!
 I'm 17 today and suspended from school for stupid bullshit. i really can't stand CR...its a bunch of power hungry crack heads in the office. i wasn't going to go to school today anyway though. hehe. i smiled when knight told me. 
  last night i got a car cd player built in for my b-day present from my dad....i love it! its sooo nice.  

   i havn't gotten anything else yet...im excited! i get to go out tonight with my brother and parents to eat and then get ice cream cake.

   i started giving up on school and everything else for a while there....then my brother gave me a call and gave me some motivation...i love him! its weird how anyone else can say something and it wont mean a thing but for some reason if he says something my total perspective changes. it matters so much to me.  im so lucky to have him as a brother-even if he pisses me off with some of things he says.

   i think i needed a break for a while from everything....it really helped me out a lot..im so much happier now. im content with everything right now. i've been questioning life so much lately...there will never be an answer..you just have to live.